Monday, May 15, 2006

"Theme". See: "Awe".

My plays start as voices in my head. I write down the words, and identify the vocal and emotional patterns to figure out who's talking. I will do this for quite a while--months, usually--before the play takes on enough mass for me to try to arrange it into something with a beginning, middle, and end. I know I am ready to take that step once I have a theme, an overall feeling, a lesson to be learned--for my characters, myself, my audience, or any combination thereof.

I think we're ready.

Inspiration is an extraordinary and intimate gift. Too often, we reduce or simplify relationships in order to fit them into one of a few pre-existing definitions. What should be regarded as a complex web of emotions, thoughts, and circumstances is often derided as ambivalence, ambiguousness, indecisiveness.

Life is richer than that.

We can allow the mundane and the inane, the gossip and the drama, to force us back into one of those pre-defined compartments. Or we can transcend the petty, and focus instead on the gorgeousness of someone's imprint on our lives. We can give a person the gift of seeing themselves the way we see them--almost always, a vision more exquisite than they ever would have imagined on their own.

No where is it easier to do this than in art.

Creating and sharing art presents the unique opportunity to direct our audience's attention to that which is awesome in the most true and literal sense of the word. Why not take it?

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19 Comments:

  • Yeah, I mean, just look at Christina Aguilera. Not your type? Ok, fine, I'll go look at her then. (I was attempting to make reference to her You Are Beautiful song. Although, I fear that my references are often not very clear for people to actually get them.)

    By Blogger -J, At Mon May 15, 10:06:00 AM 2006  

  • Wow. I was first. I think this is the first time I have ever been first. It's a first ... so to speak.

    By Blogger -J, At Mon May 15, 10:06:00 AM 2006  

  • Good point, J. Despite my cynicism regarding pop music, I think that song does a great job of doing exactly what I wrote about here. Glad you commented. I was beginning to think that I'd scared off all my regular commenters with my prom dress.

    By Blogger Jill, At Mon May 15, 10:37:00 AM 2006  

  • I mostly just use art to demonstrate how awesome I am to the world. That's similar to what you're saying, right? No? Oh.

    Paul Simon mostly used Art to block the sun. That's why he encouraged him to wear his afro as large as possible.

    This post is lovely.

    Hello, Jill.

    By Blogger scott, At Mon May 15, 11:49:00 AM 2006  

  • Nice manifesto. I do feel that empathy of the sort you describe here is the driving force behind every truly creative act, even when human beings aren't the subject. ("Empathy" may not be the best word, and will have the wrong connotations for some people, but our language lacks a more precise antonymn for reductionism.)

    By Blogger Dave, At Mon May 15, 12:00:00 PM 2006  

  • Can we even begin to comprehend the origin of such things? Well, you're doing a good job. I've tried and it drove me nuts, "Get out of my head....No! Come back, please, I didn't mean it." Characters can take over. I'm not talking crazy here, either.

    By Blogger The Grunt, At Mon May 15, 12:47:00 PM 2006  

  • Thank you, Scott. Hello. And you are awesome.

    I think so, too, Dave. Sometimes it is rather terrifying to embrace the "empathy" when it comes to complex human relationships (and aren't they all complex?), but I think that makes it all the more necessary to do so.

    Yes, Grunt, characters can take over our brains. When you think about it, and I'm going to paraphrase Eric Bogosian paraphrasing Freud, we think we are interacting with real people in the world, but what we are always interacting with is our image of those people. So, in a sense, real people become characters inside of our brains. And they take over just the same. When that happens, we call it an emotional or social problem. When they're fictional, when they are recognized as images, it's the artistic process.

    By Blogger Jill, At Mon May 15, 12:54:00 PM 2006  

  • Sometimes the best ideas start as nothing more than a simple voice in our head.

    By Blogger kapgar, At Mon May 15, 02:06:00 PM 2006  

  • I first think of an obstacle. Than I begin on page one and just begin writing. The script will then go through a million revisions. Most definitely a two-year project.

    You certainly have a talent for leading your words on their natural flow... as they appear in your mind.

    By Blogger Janet, At Mon May 15, 02:30:00 PM 2006  

  • Yes, Jill. I would like to know what your muse thinks about all of this. :)

    By Blogger Momentary Academic, At Mon May 15, 04:30:00 PM 2006  

  • I love the way you describe your inspiration. It's so true. I was once told that you do the majority of writing in your head, not on paper. Great post.

    By Blogger Cheetarah1980, At Mon May 15, 05:53:00 PM 2006  

  • I think for many people the risk with art is the truly subjective nature of the medium. While we can use creative forms (and I mean all of them, not just that of the stage) to direct and guide a viewer to what is "awesome" we truly cannot make him drink...and so while we must accept that we can lead the horse to water, we can't make him drink, we can likewise lead a friend to the beauty of life, and they can still not see it...and for some people when the outcome is so unsure, they would rather not allow the paint to touch the canvas.

    By Blogger Indiana, At Mon May 15, 07:17:00 PM 2006  

  • All ideas start out as a simple voice in our head, Kapgar. Don't you think? :)

    Janet, I'd love to hear more about what you write about.

    M.A., on which level are you inviting me to respond to your implied inquiry?

    I think that's a good point, Cheetarah. Regarding the paper stage as the primary stage of writing discounts so much of the preliminary work we do. And then there's all the processing before each revision! I spend quite a bit of time staring at walls.

    I think that's a shame for them, Indiana. It's worth the effort, I think, and more times than not, if you sincerely feel the emotions you are attempting to depict, your audience will be with you. But putting it out there is hard work, emotionally.

    By Blogger Jill, At Mon May 15, 07:52:00 PM 2006  

  • My stories also bgin with voices in my head that converse at length before they eventually convince me to create them as "art". And I thik of no better way than to share them with an audience that can revel in the experience through the artist's direction.

    By Blogger ChickyBabe, At Mon May 15, 10:33:00 PM 2006  

  • For your "staring at walls" line, I'm seeing that spot in the Cars' video for "Drive" where he's sitting against a wall drawering over his head.

    By Blogger Claven, At Tue May 16, 02:01:00 AM 2006  

  • Not all. For me anyway. I find inspiration in all things. And not all instantly translate to a voice in my head. I'm strange like that. I may have my internal monologue on mute and still come up with some intriguing ideas. Just not right now. Shame.

    By Blogger kapgar, At Tue May 16, 10:47:00 AM 2006  

  • We're quite the pair, huh, ChickyBabe? Seeing faces, hearing voices. I'd better stop now before someone overhears and sends people to lock us up.

    Thanks, Claven, you got the Clash out of my head only to be replaced by the Cars.

    Oh, of course I agree, Kevin. I was just teasing. I get a lot of visual inspiration as well. And also, uncategorizable inspiration.

    By Blogger Jill, At Tue May 16, 12:39:00 PM 2006  

  • That was insightful. 'Sounds like writing takes great patience. Not necessarily the patience to endure, but the patience to trust the process rather than force it.

    You are awesome.

    This (my comment) is not art, though my word verication most certainly is (mxoipqdq).

    By Anonymous peefer, At Tue May 16, 04:09:00 PM 2006  

  • Thanks Peefers! And as all the Jills think you are awesome as well, your comment is especially awesome.

    By Blogger Jill, At Tue May 16, 07:19:00 PM 2006  

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