Sunday, March 26, 2006

The Texture of Sushi

Salmon is cool on my tongue, and sweet. No matter how I try to remember, its smoothness is always a pleasant surprise, the creaminess of the fatty ripples a decadent treat.

You can never know what someone else is thinking--across the table, across the street, across the ocean. No matter the glimmers of light that beacon--occasionally, intermittently, consistently--another person's mind is always the darkness over the unbridged chasm. All I can know is the taste of the salmon, and the metallic coolness of my keys as I press my fingers against them to make sure I am there.

If your mind runs away, she tells me, grab your keys. Run your finger along the jagged edges. Look at the keychains. Touch them. Your mind will come back.

It is true. My mind travels, but when my senses call, it comes running.

I can never know another's thoughts, and why would I want to? If ever we could truly share a brain, we'd not desire so blindingly to share our bodies.

Perspective whispers in my ear: even and until then, there's no denying a shared acre of heart. In a world in which all I thought I could be sure of was the texture of sushi, that little assurance is a sweet surprise.

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18 Comments:

  • Unfortunately too many of us think alike. Which is a great sadness.

    The tuly great ones think nothing like the huddled mass of humanity.

    I can honestly place that blame at the feet of education. There is a machine-like quality to the academic system, whereby independent thought is quashed ,or tried to anyway.

    It's only in the higher realms of education in the Masters and PHD programs do you find thinkers whose minds operate "off the track".

    Some of them are so bizarre as to be alien. Yet their number is few and far between. It is left to these "eccentric" minds to push us forward.

    If only we were forced to think differently earlier in life then that texture of sushi and that press of those keys may actually mean something else.

    By Blogger trueborn, At Sun Mar 26, 09:57:00 PM 2006  

  • I would not want to share a brain with somebody but I wouldn't mind sharing a few thoughts, tapping into parts of the psyche, validation, confirmation, and while I'm in there, planting a little seed, a little memory that will always be there.

    But today, I'm keeping jagged edges close to me.

    By Blogger ChickyBabe, At Sun Mar 26, 10:05:00 PM 2006  

  • I just read of two women, twins, who shared two brains within one big skull. They lived that way for 29 years, and died during the surgery that was meant to separate them.

    By Anonymous anne arkham, At Mon Mar 27, 01:29:00 AM 2006  

  • My last boyfriend and I had a freaky connection whereby i would answer his question BEFORE he asked it. It's hard to explain, but a thought would pop into my head, something mundane like, "I'm thinking lets have Thai for dinner" at the exact same time he would be asking "what should we have for dinner". Now i know that doesn't sound like much, but it happened sooooo many times. Often too, i could just look at him, and i swear he was reading my mind. He just knew instinctively what i needed or was about to say.

    I haven't had that before, but i hope i do again some day.

    By Blogger Steph, At Mon Mar 27, 04:56:00 AM 2006  

  • To share an experience is divine -to share a thought or know what the other is calculating is trepedatious.

    By Blogger Sass, At Mon Mar 27, 08:42:00 AM 2006  

  • We can't know, but we can trust, and THAT's one hell of a feeling.

    By Anonymous peefer, At Mon Mar 27, 10:47:00 AM 2006  

  • Beleiving in love truly is something to marvelled at...what is it that makes two hearts share openly and honestly...and while we would wish to step back and look upon situations with a more pragmatic eye...the heart doesn't it just feels...and that is something that really is a constant...

    ...the heart will seek to love and be loved.

    By Blogger Indiana, At Mon Mar 27, 12:45:00 PM 2006  

  • Despite the fact that I live in Seattle, I have never tried sushi. I know, the land of the Ichi-rolls. I am a little scared of raw fish. This post makes me a tad more curious.

    This post is wonderful. I think sushi symbolizes something here. Well done once again Jill.

    By Blogger Egan, At Mon Mar 27, 02:24:00 PM 2006  

  • My Mommy and Daddy read each other's minds all the time. It is only creepy when they read each other's out of context thoughts. For instance, M & D talking about my D's crazy mother (estranged) and their flegling e-mail correspondence and then 5 minutes later my D starts laughing and 10 seconds later M has a Turrets moment and says, "Dear N'dugu" (but doesn't really know why) to which D almost has a heart attack because that was what he was laughing about. Y'know, starting an e-mail to her with the line from "About Schmidt" that Jack always starts with in his letters to the African child he sponsored. Very weird.

    By Blogger lil'bitty, At Mon Mar 27, 03:55:00 PM 2006  

  • I'm always fascinated to discover where my thoughts lead you, Trueborn. Insightful, as usual.

    I like that, CB, "keeping jagged edges close to me." That might have to go on my blog prominently. Perhaps I will do the "comment of the month" thing!

    Ewwwww. But, weirdly intriguing, Anne.

    I've had connections like that, Steph. Still do. But sometimes, wider miscommunications make life a bit difficult.

    So foreboding, Sass. We'd all best be careful, I guess. ;)

    I agree with you, Peefer. Trust is a beautiful thing!

    So true, Indy. And it's often the incessant prattling of your pragmatic side that will distract you when things are rocky, instead of just focusing on the trust and the caring and acting on that.

    Yes, Egan, sushi can say so much! Don't be scared of raw fish. Some day you'll visit the east coast and I will have to take you out for sushi. Then we can have ice cream!

    That's funny, Lil Bitty. I've had several relationships (some romantic, some platonic) in which the other person and I have consistently done things like that. It's weird, but on some level, it just makes perfect sense.

    By Blogger Jill, At Mon Mar 27, 05:43:00 PM 2006  

  • Wow, "trepedatious"? Sounds like someone's either working to improve their vocabulary or got a-word-a-day calendar. I had to look that up to make sure I got it right and it still made my head hurt.

    Jill, I've always enjoyed the sensation of tako, sliced thick. Something about the way it grabs the tounge, I think.
    Sharing that intense for a short time can be exhilarating, but, I think for long periods of time would be disturbing. Some things lovers should not know about each other.

    By Anonymous Network Geek, At Mon Mar 27, 05:52:00 PM 2006  

  • I am now craving salmon sushi (apparently I am feeling very "face value" today!).

    By Anonymous sandra, At Mon Mar 27, 06:16:00 PM 2006  

  • Sushi flavored ice cream would be perfect. I wil be in Boston in October, but I don't think that's going to work out for either of us. I will keep you posted. Sushi, yum.

    By Blogger Egan, At Mon Mar 27, 08:58:00 PM 2006  

  • Thanks for stopping by. I too have been neglectful in my rounds.

    Now onto sushi. I must resolve to go and have some sometime soon. It has been too long and the memory is jolted by your prose.

    Knowing another's thoughts, sharing a brain, would share our bodies. Create some feedback loop of sensation that would magnify the pain and pleasure of human contact. Maybe it is a good thing we can't know another's mind completely.

    By Blogger Daniel, At Tue Mar 28, 12:22:00 AM 2006  

  • I think I need to sit on a pitchfork. Vacancy at Le Grunt Hotel. Though, Rover usually comes back in a day or two. How are you doing, Jill?

    Oh, geez! This word verification thing must be the reincarnation of Benito Mussolini. It's so fascist. This will take a few tries.

    By Blogger The Grunt, At Tue Mar 28, 01:02:00 AM 2006  

  • On occasion sushi has made me sick, mostly because I combined it with an entire bottle of red wine. So I do know how I feel about sushi, but when it comes to matters of the heart, I'm often left in the dark...until the sweet surprise of a kiss hits your lips. Then I'm no longer left wondering.

    By Blogger DIAMONDKT, At Tue Mar 28, 10:42:00 PM 2006  

  • No problem, Sandra. Every time I come to this post I envision the salmon and am convinced that I posted a picture of it, only to realize that I haven't. Which may be a good thing, because then I'd be even hungrier.

    You will enjoy the sushi, Egan. But I would recommend green tea or red bean ice cream for dessert--NOT sushi-flavored.

    Whoa, Daniel, I never thought of that. Feedback loop of sensation... that would make an awesome sci-fi movie!

    Grunt, I must admit, unfortunately, that I'm a bit confused as to what the heck this comment means. I'm well. Yourself?

    Awwww, Diamondkt, that was so poetic! You're killing me lately with your comments! In a good way. Well, except maybe for the kitten-killing. ;)

    By Blogger Jill, At Wed Mar 29, 07:42:00 PM 2006  

  • I had to come back to this one again. Jill, my mind went a'roving and it seemed that your words called it back. I figured a pitchfork was needed to get my senses to respond and what I said was rather vague. A pitchfork is pretty powerful. In other words, my mind wanted only superficial drivel and my eyes were seeing something else entirely. In other words-other words, I liked it and the trip back was worth it.

    P.S. Moo...peowwwwww! I still don't know why the cow ricocheted, but at least it's a funny image.

    By Blogger The Grunt, At Sat Apr 01, 03:26:00 AM 2006  

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